A Life Interrupted Nothing Is As It Appears

October 12, 2014

Schizophrenia Simulator

Anderson Cooper, from CNN, tries life as a schizophrenia using a simulator.

Anderson Cooper, from CNN, tries life as a schizophrenia using a simulator.

This is just a little teaser of interest I found to hold you over until the next installment of Langley, B.C.: Policemen Aren’t Your Friends, as I have fallen behind. The next installment should appear in the next two or three days.  In the meantime, follow the link below to watch Anderson Cooper experience a simulation of hearing voices. This video shows in simulation what would take a thousand words to describe and still not convey the experience as pointedly. Watch the following video as posted on Youtube: read more

September 22, 2014

Langley, B.C.: Policemen Aren’t Your Friends Part 5

I arrived at the Langley Police Department approximately five hours after being unceremoniously dumped at the side of the road in the middle of nowhere in the darkness of early morning tired, hungry, sober, and a little foot sore, though nonetheless determined and indignant.  The sun had only recently risen. I arrived at the detachment on the wings of the belief that the actions of a rogue constable would not be found acceptable to the powers that be in the Langley police department.  Someone needed to take Constable Shithead down a peg or two and I was just the man to do it. I deserved the respect. read more

June 29, 2014

Medicated For Your Protection

In my post, “Coping With Hearing Voices,” I mentioned that one of my coping strategies was the use of prescription drugs.  In this post I am going to discuss in more detail my use of prescription drugs to treat schizophrenia and some of my thoughts around the use of drugs to treat this supposed disease, briefly discuss the medications I take, and finishing off by noting a  couple of the side effects of taking the medication.

As it was explained to me some time after my diagnosis of schizophrenia and the beginning of medical treatment for that disease, in the simplest sense, my condition was brought on by a chemical imbalance in my brain. The use of anti-psychotics then was meant to correct that chemical imbalance. This view takes almost no interest in what has happened to you in life and focuses solely on treating the disease. The prognosis indicated that my affliction would last a lifetime and therefore the use of medication would necessarily last a lifetime as well. Without medication I would be unable to function and further, I could be construed a danger to myself or others. So sayeth the medical model. Halleluiah. Amen. read more

June 14, 2014

Don’t Kid yourself. There Is Always Another Voice Telling Me What To Do.

My analytics on the blog indicate that the most popular of my posts to date is the Die!Die!Die! post in which I discussed the die command, a pernicious voice in my head that persistently and over the years periodically commands me to die. As the discussion of the experience of being in the head of someone who hears voices seems to be a popular one, I would like to return to it and discuss further the experience of voice commands in an effort to give my readership more of what they seem to find interesting. read more

March 15, 2014

Coping With Hearing Voices Part 3 of 3

In this third and final part of a three part series of posts on strategies for coping with hearing voices  I share a final four strategies that I employ to keep functioning at a high level.
7. Keeping occupied.  While I am a strong proponent of having down time to think and reflect or pursue pleasing hobbies, I am a firm believer that a person needs meaningful occupation to be well balanced. I know I do. Consequently, I have chosen to remain employed instead of going on disability when it was offered and having nothing purposeful to apply myself too. It is my belief that without something purposeful to apply oneself to on a regular basis one goes into decline and the condition that caused the disability worsens. This has been true for me. And for me, much of my sense of self-worth comes from the fact that I work full time and am financially independent, especially of the state. My experience has taught me that I do better with my condition when I am working than when I am unemployed and left with nothing but time on my hands. While I do believe that there are times when it is necessary to take a step back from employment when one is in crisis because of a condition, it is essential to return to steady employment, or, as an alternative, possibly volunteer work, on a full time basis as soon as possible. In my last episode 2.5 years ago I was back to work in 6 weeks after persuading my doctor(a general practitioner) that I was ready even though she prescribed at least a four month recovery period. The mind that is occupied with a worthy undertaking has no time to occupy itself with lesser things, particularly the unending chatter of idle voices in my head. read more

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